That's how it is with money at the minute. Literally, by 1am the day after payday, I was flat broke.
I paid the £300 deposit for the caterer on Thursday and well, let's just say, we hadn't budgeted for it and now we're in big trouble with money. BIG trouble. Which is nice and depressing on this lovely sunny day.
I sometimes kinda think, "Hmmm, maybe we just won't get married," because honestly, I just don't see how we're going to afford ANY of it! Just no idea. We can't even pay a £300 deposit for the caterer without feeling the proper giant pinch for the rest of the month.
And then I get the whole, "Why did you pay her?!" business from Andy and it's like, well duh, because she was getting other people asking about that date and it was rude to keep her hanging. She was the one we wanted, she had it all figured out, she knew what she was talking about, she was the one! So it seemed pointless to then turn around after weeks of saying, yeah yeah, you're the one to then say, erm, no, you're not the one because we can't afford it. I dunno, I'm sure we could've worked something out but at the end of the day, I felt I should just pay her.
So I did. And now we have like 3 weeks until I get paid again. SOOOO depressing!
Sorry y'all, this is a super depressing post, I just can't help it. I get depressed very easily!